The Silver Lining

You know sometimes I feel like Doogie Howser writing these things, but I just can't help myself. Anyways yes you can note the time stamp it is correct and it is 3AM in the morning. Now recently I have not been getting that much sleep because it was do to having way to many things on my mind. Tonight its because I was out this late. No Debauchery, yes I was with Brian, and while I am not going to go into details at this time, I'm not going to lie. I know a lot of people have been counseling me as of late, all of it welcome and helpful, but ultimately I know whats best for me and honestly tonight is the first night of the past week if not the past few months where I can go to bed peacefully and get some much needed rest. No Brian and I are not back together, we know that we can't do that right now, we both need time and space, but I do have my best friend back, and in a way that is what matters most.